True wtf moments in life...

I have been in an abusive relationship for a bit over 5 years. The relationship spawned 2 daughters, my little princess and my little moon. Now these two kids mean the world for me. A bit ago I decided to take the step and leave the unhealthy relationship I was in. But from the government here I did not receive much help.

I was advised to move back in with my parents, which I did. Now my folks are in their 60's. They took in me, and a girl of 3 years old and my youngest of barely a year old. I was given a choice: Go study, or work. So I chose for a study to help me advance. Everything seemed to go well for a while. I weighed only 53 kilo's for someone who is 1.70 M tall that was way below normal. But I was gaining some. I learned to say no again and with much help of my parents got back on track.

Now another blow. I was receiving welfare as a single mom in college. Last summer, welfare decided they would cut all people on welfare who lived at home. My welfare was cut too. I now have to struggle with 128 euros a month, and some kids support of 400 euros I get, every 3 months. From this money I buy clothes for the kids, I pay their school. My parents pay my school, and most of my clothes. So now most of the weight of costs for my kids and me, fall upon a couple that is in their 60's and have always been supporting 3 kids. They had hoped to retire in 2 years. Now it's been 3 years.

My mom is getting very tired, and the whole situation is getting to her. On top of it all, I need books for my study, and a new laptop. This is where I need your help. We can't afford it anymore, I have been renting books from the library at school to save funds, but now my laptop broke down. And I can't pay to have it fixed.