Greetings Travelers! :3

'Ello luvs, I'm Satya, people call me Bear and thank you all for having me! I have been part of the MGN community for a few weeks now, but was too shy to say hi. So please excuse my lurking. I am a fellow gamer who finally broke the contractual chains of my previous network and while I won't name drop, the community itself was highly competitive and territorial, and frankly, scared me! *looks around* but you chaps seem pretty friendly :3

I started youtube about 6 or 7 years ago, making silent Runescape skits with hypercam and typing as fast as I can to deliver the lines, and for you gamer-yt-veterans, you know what I'm talking about! lol Eventually I bought a $5usd stick microphone from Wal Mart and began blabbering over said hypercam recordings. While massive debate over my gender arose, I was enjoying myself, living in the spotlight surrounded by my 13 subscribers and 25 video views per week! Fast forward the years, with regular videos, and little thought, I began to slowly gain more and more and decided, maybe I should get some better equipment and software lol <.< Before I knew I was feature on ChrisArchieProds (a Runescape legend) and backed by the actual makers of Runescape, Jagex. Then things got overwhelming. I wasn't ready for it.

*plays some weird harp music* The supporters poured in and so much love and acceptance. I was...I was astounded and proud of myself! Then (dun dun dun) came the trolls, and I was not strong enough, I was merely a noob. Many tears were cried, as I saw my physical appearance demeaned, my intelligence questioned, and my gender used against me. So I walked away from 6500+ subscribers without a word. It was a jerk move and I regret it.

Its been a year, and lot of soul searching, and self esteem building, but I am here now. I decided on a direction change, which is risky when you are known for one thing, but I'm just not into the game that got me here anymore. I enjoy many games and making people laugh, and I have to try it! If I fail, I fail, but it makes me happy. When the trolls come, I will look away. I am stronger now, I just know it!

Have a wonderful day my new friends, much love to you and yours <3

 

Thank you so much for the welcome. <3

 

Thank you very much, and so far it has been magical

 

Thank you friend! And I am the queen of too much information lol XD So far so good

 

I just made a collab request post teehee, but sure I would love to sometime